有时候... 其实...

有时候，
我们必须在人事上装作若无其事,
其实，
心里心情低落想逃。

有时候，
我们必须假装坚强，
其实，
胆小的我壮着胆子面多大众。

有时候，
我们重复地说无所谓，
其实，
心里介意得很。

有时候，
我们想知道故事情节，
其实，
却不想知道故事结局。

有时候，
我们得假装精神，
其实，
早已累得精疲力尽。

有时候，
其实，
人的情绪就是那么复杂。
想赤裸裸表现出来也那么难。
真！矛！盾！

Roro in Baboon House. (I miss you. :') )

I'm back!

Oops! I have been MIA for 3 years!!!
It's time to do some web cleaning on this blog and make this blog alive!
It's time to hit the keyboards and do some typing like the old good days.

3 years...
Not too long, not too short.
Many things happened in this 3 years.

I'm not sure what hits me back to blogging.
And surprisingly, I can still remember my username and password for my blogger account.
I thought, this blog, should be left dying abandoned, if I couldn't log in.

Well, guest I am back to write my stories here.
I am back. Candice is back. =)

i.love.u.

For my Mr Andy...!!! :-*

Books. You. Me.

Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho

I started to fall in love in reading books, especially non fiction books.
Yes, I don't like reading.
Books that are more than 1000 words?
Argh... SORREYY! :X
The only type of books that I used to read were fashion magazines and photo editing books.
But because of your influence,
Non fiction books weren't boring after all... :)
Thank you for introducing great books to me, darling.

The other day I went to Popular Bookstore in Sunway Carnival to look for great deals.
I bought this book for myself.

The Last American Man by Elizabeth Gilbert

I have read Eat Pray Love by the same author, Elizabeth Gilbert.
Eat, Pray, Love...
Isn't that girls normally do?
Eat- I always hunt high and low with my girlfriends for great yummy food.. (how to say NO to desserts?)
Pray- Yes I do pray. (I only pray when something happened! Yes, I admit it)
Love- The sweetest moments I have in my life when I met my mister darling. :-*
E.P.L is a well written romance novel. =)
That is the reason I get her another book, The Last American Man.
Started to love this author.
Although this may not a romance book,
But I'm going to read it. :D
Curious who would actually call himself the last American man?
hmmm...

MDDB & MCCP (Northen) Adoption Drive

A pet adoption drive in Juru Autocity, Penang on 6 Aug 2011.
It was held by Malaysian Dogs Deserve Better & Malaysian Cats Care Project (MDDB & MCCP) - Northern Region.
*Click here to their website*
It was MDDB & MCCP (Northen) 's 1st Adoption Drive.

I heard the news of this adoption drive from the radio, while I was driving.
It came to my mind..
"Why not go and have a look at some doggies??? "

I dated my girl friends..
5 of us in total...
Dressed nicely and hoola...~!
We were heading to Juru. =)

The pretties...
I'm the stalker... (as usual.. :P )


The look of the day..!


Another shot.





Found the MDDB & MCCP's stall.


The volunteers were busy arranging the items.

and..

I saw the puppies!
I was slightly disappointed. :(
I thought this adoption drive is something big..
Like those that held in KL..
But thinking on the brighter side, it is a good start for Penang region. =)
I'm sure there are more of these events in future.

So cute with ribbon! ^^
Aw.. how I wish to bring him home.
But I was staying in hostel...
No pets allowed, remember? >_<

There's this girl looking around at the stall.
*This pic I stole from MDDB FB album. :-P *

I got this for myself. =)
So cute!
There are 4 pins actually.
But I only bought 3. (Don't really like another design.. )

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Dinner time!
Had our dinner at Ice Ice Baby.

Food: 4/10
Dessert & Drink: 6/10
Satisfaction: 4.5/10

Food was served in a very very small potion.
Really!!!
Or....
AM I A BIG EATER NOW ???!
(Mr. Andyyyyy....!!! This is all your fault!!! )


Banana milk drink. (mine)


Choco Chip Ice (Shuyi's)


Peach Ice (Sim's)


Papaya Icecream Dessert (Teng's)
Personally I find this is not worth for its price.
RM11.90 for this! =___="
It's just the papaya with ice cream, and some sago and sea coconut in it.
WHAT'S SO SPECIAL ???

Chen's Cheese kok rice...
Don't ask me why I name the rice so creatively .......
(kan in cantonese, they called it.. "cheee-siii-kok-fan...? Right? RIGHT??? )



My Chicken meat noodles.
(LOL... This is the name I created for this noodles.. Had forgotten its nice name in the menu. =X )

Sim & I

From right: Sim, WHO? , Chen

From right: Chen (Again =.=) , Shuyi, Teng

LOVEEEEE of the day!!! <3

Time to back to Ballet

After a long, long, super longgggggggg break....
Here I am... Back to Ballet.
:D

I agreed that Ballet is a sport that you need to have consistent training.
After doing my first ballet lesson...After resting for 3-4 months,
My GOSH!!!
The body is aching like hellllll.....
Muscle pain... >_<
and
I think..
I have injured my hamstring.
T_____T
This is really not good.
FML.
After all, Advance classes are not that fun anymore.
I don't find these classes stress free.
The Advance classes now are more in techniques, Techniques, and TECHNIQUES.
oh ya... and this..
stamina, Stamina and STAMINA.

I think I am getting older... FATTER.
:-X


Look at these sweet lil ballerinas....

The aging torn shoes...

Can't sleep without you

Can't sleep without you, my cuddle pillow.

100% made by my granny. :DDD



I

Hug..

Smell..

Cuddle..

Cry..

Salivate..

Snore..

Feel safe..Feel comfortable..



with mah sweet smelly pillow every night.

and I got so happy that...

I found a guy who has a little pillow like I do!!!

Made by his granny.

And yeah...

His pillow smells stronger than mine!

Not to mention, DARKER too! :-X

The first time I saw his pillow,

He was shy to show it to me. (laugh)

"Smelly!!!" he said.

Aw... he is just so cute.

He lend gave me his pillow before leaving to hometown.

Letting his pillow to accompany me while he is not around.

What a sweet guy huh? <3

Now that I had got used to his pillow...

The smell, the softness, everything...

I don't think I am going to return his pillow to him when I meet him!

Ahahhhh!! :DDD

NO WAY!




Top: For head
Bottom left: His pillow
Bottom right: Mah pillow :3

I love, love, loveeee... :-***

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HOW ABOUT YOUR PILLOW? ;)))

Braids

Tied this hair braids on the way to Langkawi, in the ferry.
LOL.
Yea, messy braids I know.
My mister tied it for me. :P
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2 hours from Penang to reach Langkawi in the ferry.
Soooo boring....
The waves made me sick... :-S

"Deardear, do you know how to tie braids?"

"Yea, sure! Come! Turn around. "

"Huh??? You really know? "

"Remember I had long hair before? :DDD "

He gave me the big sweet smile.

Just I remembered, yea, he was once in long hair!!!

and it was super farneyyy!!! XD
(feel like posting his long hair pic here... shud I? LOL XD )
Please dear, please don't keep long hair anymore!!!

I am afraid that my ahma and mother can't recognise you! x)

p/s: old pic, my hair now is short. ;)

Long hair no more

My long hair has been with me, for 3 years.
It's time to say Goodbye. :D
Keeping below-butt-hair-length is sooo troublesome....

I always wanted to cut my hair short.
But I have no guts to cut it.
Imagine, your 3 years hair... LOL...
Got "kam cheng" already... :')

I told my mister that I wanted to cut my hair short..
Keep telling and bothering him.
Haha..
End up one day, while he was with me in Penang,
He said, "Come! Let's go and cut your hair. I accompany you. :D "

"Seriously???"

"Yeah.. kan you always wanted to cut short?? ;) "

OKAY...
Therefore longhair no more... ;')))
and
welcoming my SHORT HAIR! ^___^

p/s: Thank you my mister for accompany me in the salon. :-*